It seemed like I just couldn't deal with all the concerns and worries and frustrations and trials anymore.
I broke down.
Really broke down.
Crying my heart out to my husband over the webcam kind of broke down.
It felt like I had hit rock bottom.
But then a miracle happened.
Jared has commented several times through these past few months that it seems when it feels like we can't take it anymore, Heavenly Father steps in and pours out a blessing upon us.
You think I would learn to have more faith and that know that He will never forsake us. But I am so weak. I'm just so grateful that even though there are times when I might forsake my faith, that the will Lord never forsake us.